tonight was good

I just had another amazing night. Probably not as good as the Ski Tow night nut stillgood.

I', taking extra percausion with my typing since my hands and head have diiferent ideads at present apparently I'm to drunk to be doing this right now.
I have to work at 11am and at the moment have no idea when I'll be heading to bed since i'll be eating mac and cheese soon OMG Fster's home for imnaginary friends with mac and cheese and blue cheese!!! I fucking love thst show mostly cheese I could watch that for days ANYWAYs i just gotHOME a little while ago like 10 minutes i think today was a good day I love jamazcians matt just asked me a question about this and i seriosuly couldnt answerr him cause ive no idea what im saying i gues typeing my fingers are just moving over the keyboard now its strange I love my friends tonight was good

Time

Once again I've decided that it's time for an update.
Time? Where does it go? Just the other day it was Monday and now it's already Friday, it doesn't even feel like almost a whole week has gone by yet.

Speaking of time... it's already time for a new semester at UMFK to start and I can't wait. Classes start next Tuesday, but I won't have an on campus class until Thursday either way I can't wait. I'm so friggin' bored all the time, even when I'm doing something, so now that I'll have to go to class almost everyday I hopefully wont be so bored.

well that's all for an update right now... there's not really much going on :/

Life

My life.
What the fuck.
I wish I could say more.
I wish, I wish there was someone,
someway I would just get it all out.
No one listens. If they did, it wouldn't be understood.

I'm not sure what I'm dealing with right now.
Fuck my life.

Waterfalls and Lephrechauns

Today I swam in a waterfall and laughed with a leprechaun.
I walked in a downpour and altogether it was a lot of fun.
I saw a friend that has been gone for a while, I saw another and my heart raced.

I just looked at the stove and realized I put water on for pasta.
There's so much going on in my head right now and no one around to talk to.
I think I believe in lust not love at first sight, I was a victim of it approximately three times tonight.

While?

So once again it has been a while, but something amazing happened today so I must tell about it.

A few weeks ago I planted some plants.. or four seeds and put them out side I only watered them a couple times and then pretty much forgot about them. Today I checked on them and in one of the cup there was a little green sprout! WOOT! Now I shall take care of it... it's a survivor!

Men

I don't understand why guys can be so stupid. I've a friend who was going out with this girl for like a week and she broke up with him tonight because she's "not ready for a relationship" but he still wants to be with her so now he's waiting around for her to call him tomorrow to see if she'll give them another chance. Are you fucking kidding me! Why? Why would he put himself through that for a week long relationship? She's obviously confused about what she wants, it's not going to be a good relationship if she doesn't know if she really wants to be with him. WTF! He's just torturing himself by waiting for her, and I'd hate to see what happens if he actually takes her back.
Hopefully I'm wrong and things will work out.
He gets hurt to much by the ones he dates.
:(

MTV Movie Awards

So I did watch the MTV movie awards in fact I put a nearly ending 8 hour game of Risk on hold to come home and watch it... and yes, most of it was disappointing.
First off the only reason I decided to watch it was because Andy Samberg was hosting, and he didn't disappoint. Now for the low points WTF was with the High School Musical shit winning and then OMG friggin' Twilight won every award it was up for against movies that were better every god damn one! I have nothing against the actors in Twilight, well except for the one that plays Jacob because all I think when I see him is Shark Boy (did you know he was shark boy?) and the little Twilight fangirls aren't the only ones that think Robert Pattison is H-O-T. I have a problem with Twilight itself I mean come on Fairies sparkle not vampires!
Anyways Bruno sticking his naked ass in Eminem's face made up for the Twilight bullshit.

Summer Time

About an hour ago I got a call for a job I applied for. Now I have an interview on Friday. Hopefully I'll get it so I wont be bored out of my mind all summer... well during the actual week anyways, my weekends are never boring.

Anyways my classes ended about two weeks ago now well I little less than, but in order for me to graduate on time next spring I have to take a couple summer courses luckily both are online and one of them, Media and Society, officially began yesterday and I'm already done with all the work for this week... looks like it's gonna be easy sailing in this class.
Now the only thing I'm worrying about are my grades for last semester so far I have three B's and I'm still waiting on the last two classes... I'm seriously hoping to get B's in those classes too. I need them I haven't been on honors since my first semester and I'd like my GPA to go up a bit.

So my brother turned 19 the other day and I totally forgot it was his birthday until he reminded me luckily I have an awesome friend and he threw one great party together for him while I was at work all day (seriously all day from 10til after 10).
Then this past weekend another kind of friend turned 19 so we all headed over to Canada and my bro was like ecstatic because he can drink over there... that was until he learned first hand how expensive bars are. It was quite funny actually. We ended up just heading back home and trying to party here. The only mistake was we all decided to try new types of alcohol hm dry Gin and Kahlua White Russian... never again seriously both drink were fucking gross.

Well that's it for now I have to go finis writing a sex scene and finish my twisted fairytale story not sure what I'm doing with it when I'm done supposedly Torquere is waiting for something, but most likely not.

Brain Pains

It seriously pains me to see how much the WWE wrestling divisions have gone down hill especially the woman's division I mean seriously look at who the woman's champ it right now at this moment. I don't even know her name it start with an M... not Mickey James she's one of the only ones that can actually wrestle. I'm so sick of these diva search people I mean I know it's a manly mans sport and what not but come the fuck on! I miss the days of Trish and Lita... before they totally ruined that shit with the whole Matt Hardy drama fucking cry me a river.
:(

Holiday.

Happy 4-20 Bitches!!
Yes it will be a good holiday.

mostly beause I'm leaving for Florida in approximately 9 hours. I'll be getting in around 1pm tomorrow though.

it should be fun.

Forever Ago

So since it seems like it's been forever since I last posted, and probably has been, and truly I'm trying to not let this blog die like my last one, I'mma posting an update.

So what have I been up to since my last update?
I'm not really sure there's too much interesting things that happened, nor important either.
Since my birthday party I've pretty much partied it up every weekend.. if I do this weekend it will be four for four and oh I will deffinitly be parting this weekend sometimes, 4/20 baby!
I never know how to spell definitlly are there 2 f's or 1?
I'm also a part of Gaiaonline and became wicked obsessed, not sure if that's the right word, with their Easter event. I hunted eggs for about a week straight on that site and even went without sleep because I just couldn't stop until I had all the items I wanted.
Sad thing is no one wanted to do a real egg hunt at my place. I ended up colouring eggs all by myself... damn no Easter spirit people. D:<
(pic)

I've also decided to transfer universities, from UMFK to UMPI, which means I'm moving down to Presque Isle and will finally be living on my own, well I'll have Zombie and Eight, but they're cats. I want the transfer to go in so badly because I want to be down there for next semester, but stupid people aren't getting my highschool transcripts in. WTF do they need them for anyway I've already been in college for like three years? Shouldn't they be in with my college transcripts?
Anyway hopefully that will get figured out soon, I gotta call someone about those transcripts... again.

For better news I'm going to Florida, for the RT Convention, in what is it now like three days? Either way I'll be down there on Tuesday. Truthfully I do want to go and have a good time, but I'm having a hard time getting really excited over it, because by nature I'm a pessimist and can't help but think that going down there is going to be the worst decision ever! Once I get down there and start doing things I should be alright, hopefully.

Who was right?

I was right... about my birthday being pretty awesome.
Besides the fact that my "friend" took my Ice 101 and Dr. McG's, which I will be getting back one way or the other because everyone knows he's the one that took it, and I got woken up at 7:30 this mornig, last night was pretty amazing. JD even came which was awesome in and of itsself

Now I just ate a subway sandwhich and have to go lay back down before I throw it up again.

PARTY like it's 1989!

WOOT! WOOT!
Today's my brithday as of 39 minutes ago!
It's gonna be a good day. ^_^

I'm awesome!

You Are Profoundly Disturbing

You're weird, freaky, and maybe even a little psycho. You aren't just attracted to darkness - you thrive in it. Your interests are downright creepy, and you may even lack normal human empathy. While there's no harm in enjoying the macabre, remember to keep your vilest thoughts to yourself!

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoudisturbinglyprofoundquiz/">Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

Freaks of Friday

coming soon

Russle Brand

St. Patty

Happy St. Patty's day everyone!!!

In honor of this greenish holiday I wore a green bow and bright green eye shadow YAY me!

Leafcutter

Here's my pick for a website everyone should check out today

Leafcutter Designs not only does this site have many amazing things for you, but they also have the world's smallest postal service, the world smallest letters, and they'll deliver them to whoever you want. A whole letter fits in the palm of your hand!!

http://www.leafcutterdesigns.com/

Freaks of Friday

So this is a new segment I'm going to be bringing to you every friday. Here is where I'll give honor to the types of dudes I'm into, and I'll tell you right now there not the run of the mill tall, dark, and handsome some of you ladies (and/or gentlemen) are seem to go weak in the knees for.
Now enjoy the first segment of FREAKS OF FRIDAY!!

everyone this is mr. Wednesday 13

Some of you may know him from a band he was in with Joey Jordison (from Slipknot) called the Murder Dolls. Now he rocks it out on stage in a solo carreer.

How fucking cute is he though? ^_^

Guess What Today Is!... again!!!

Holy Molies!!

Happy Friday the 13th again!!

haha two months in a row... and rumor has it that there's another one coming in November...

Fruit Loop

“Chew on Life’s Big Questions”

Everyone, if anyone, that reads this should go check out SoulPancake.
http://www.soulpancake.com/

It's a website, I believe started by Rainn Wilson, to talk about real stuff. God, Spirituallity, Art, everything that seems to be really important to people.

and you can follow them on twitter.

http://twitter.com/soulpancake

Havn't seen you lately...

Wow it seems like it's been forever since I've last posted anything on here.

Just thought you'd like to know I just tweeted at Jimmy Fallon... jeez I'm such a dork.

There's a Wocket in my Pocket?!

"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You."
~ Dr. Seuss

Today is the 105th birthday of the late great Dr. Seuss.
I love Green Eggs and Ham one of my favorite books ever and I'm almost 20.
enjoy some quotes from him

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
~ Dr. Suess

Maturity

Anyone that had ever said girls are more mature than boys can go choke on their words.
I'm a girl and granted I'm pretty mature most of the time, but I know this girl who just seriously needs to grow the fuck up. People that claim to be smart, and know everything and look down upon people who wont conform to their ways and degrade other people for sticking to their beliefs are seriuously fucking ridiculous. Not only that but consorting to childish high school drama shit, and then claiming to be above that kind of shit, is a contradiction. There is nothing I hate more in this world than a hypocrite and she is one. Whenever I see this person all I want to do is like kick her in the face. I seriously can't stand to be in the same room as her... she is the only person I feel like that about and there are a lot of people that I don't like.

Break the Walls Down!

Chris Jericho's gimmick is really starting to piss me off.
He needs to go grow his hair, get a gotee and go back to his shiny and/or tight vynle pants and be happy about it.
I know I would be. ;)

WTF?

Hate signs outside the Oscar's?
Grow up people.
In the words of Sean Penn... "Equal rights for everyone!"
It's time for it.
I'm so glad he won.

Work

Ok so I just got home from work not the work that I like but doing dishes because there was an event last night and they needed someone to finish whatever was left over (which was everything! They didn't do anything last night!) So not only was it too fucking early in the morning for me 9am to be exact there when I found out nothing had been done I was kinda pissed. It still only took me an hour and a half to the event dishes and about twenty minutes for breakfast stuff, and I wasn't even doing dishes the whole time I decided to take a walk around the kitchen because I was bored. I was proud of myself.

But that's not it. They finally did get a new dishwasher she came in at 9:30 to help I guess, but if she moved faster I could've been done faster I don't know why it took so long for her to put stuff away. What I don't get is why I needed to be there if they have a weekend dishwasher. I used to do that shit all by myself and there would be more then what I had today. I once had a fucking truckload of dishes (no lie) to get done, well however much I could while doing regular dishes, and I did it practically by myself someone halped put stuff away every now and then but that's it. And there have been other times I had no help. It's ridiculous.

What I'm saying is if they already have someone don't fucking call me in at the ass crack of dawn to come do their job.

Guess What Today Is!

Happy Friday the 13th

May your day be filled with black cats, tall ladders, and spilt salt shakers.

Birthdays, Horoscopes and Bigfoot

Today marks the bicentennial birthday of Abraham Lincoln and Charles Darwin two great men in history. Did you know that Darwin came up with the Theory of Evolution because the father of the girl he wanted to marry told him he had to do something great in order to marry his daughter? Thank my anthropologist teacher for that one!

Now I just read my horoscope not something that I'm to into doing but I think it fits me today...

Today's Aries Horoscope:Feb 12, 2009
Are you an intellectual or a poet, dear Aries, a novelist or a playwright? The celestial energy is leaving you alone with your anxieties and questions. You are sure of only one thing: words are friends you have decided to spend the rest of your life with. This is a kind of dream and a challenge that corresponds well to your identity. Get to work. You will find your vocation, as well as your passion, in your writing.

Yeah it fits. Just wish I could be more of a poet for my Poetry writing class.

In my anthropology class we're talking about evolution and how some genes can be messed up in some people, for instance there's a population in Turkey that doesn't have the bipedial gene so they walk around on all fours.

Here's a quote from my professor (don't worry I have plenty more where this came from)...

"We're all mutated apes and we're very weird looking... some more than others like my cousin Mike."

Apparently her cousin has the gene for fur, it makes him really hairy and have a pelt. Not only does he have a pelt but he's six foot five, has red hair and lives in the back country of Vermont, behind a college area. Mike was at this time a farmer it was summer and his pigs got loose, so he was out in the woods with nothing on but shorts and boots looking angrily for his pigs screaming in Irish. Then along came some hikers from the college saw him and ran away screaming because they thought he was Bigfoot.

So now there are still rumors about bigfoot living in Vermont. and my professor is related to him.

I know some interesting people I'll tell you.

Internetz

Well I have a big case of douchbaggery on my hands right now. My internet has decided not work, but for some reason I can get onto Google and Blogger... only Google and Blogger. (insert mad face RAWR)
How am I supposed to do my school work without the internet. The internet is the key to my success.
So yes it is almost two in the morning but if this is the time I want to be doing my online class work so be it.... I have a weird sleeping schedule this term. I'm pretty much nocturnal.
Damn these internetz!
Hopefully it will start working soon.

on a brighter note it was pretty nice out today. In fact it was lovly. If I didn't have a cold I would've walked around more outside.

Snow.

Well the other day was groundhog day I personally didn't remember and had to be reminded about it, then again I didn't even realize it was February until the first day was almost over. Back to the groundhog, I suppose it saw it's shadow and now we have another six weeks of winter. The only problem is up here instead of six weeks it feels like we get another six months of winter.
Ah you gotta love the Fort Kent weather.
It is snowing again right now.

John Cena Oh NoEs!

It's no secret to the people that know me that I'm a fan of wrestling maybe not as much as I once was because seriously the WWE has been going down hill for a while.

I'm a fan of John Cena the wrestler I'll admit it I've traveled hours out of my way to meet him and he's and awesome guy. I watched The Marine just because he was in it did a review on it for the college paper and I'll just say that it wasn't pretty. The guy has no acting ability. I want emotion! It's really getting at me that someone decided to actually cast him in another movie 12 steps or another playing pretty much the same part that he did in The Marine, a soilder-esque dude trying to save his wife. WTF! I can't say it enough he complete blows at acting. For everyone's sake I hope he took some lesson's before filming this one.

And now we move on to Randy friggin' Orton. Is it just me or does this guy need to go choke on his lager than it should be ego? I can't believe that they had him win the Royal Rumble. And tonight Shane O'Mac's wresting has really gone down hill with age. You could see half of the punches not even land on Orton, he was swinging his arms like a blind kid at a pinata fest. I don't want Orton to be fired (thought it would've been nice if he was instead o kickingin Vince's head) but the gimmic has to change. I used to like him but as with a few other's it got old and annoying really fast.

Oh man what can I say about what happened betweent he Hardy's last night? Nothing because I loved it! Come on Matt turing on Jeff in a match with Edge it was amazing! I can't really explain why I feel that way I'm a fan of all of their's more Jeff and Edge than Matt, but wow.
Now we can only hope Matt and edge turn out to be secret lovers WTF!?

What is Literature?

I haven't mentioned it before, but my new semester started this past Wednesday, butI didn't have all my classes until yesterday. The class I had yesterday was contemorary literature with the new english professor. Though I've been a student at UMFK for three years now I have never had a class like this one before.
I was also going to take American Lit. with this same teacher but the class was canceled so I'm once again stuck in a class revolving around poetry (I'm sorry I'm a story teller not a poet, three years of this stuff is a bit much, and I have had a class that has something to do with poetry every single semester.)

Now it seems that I've been asked this question "What is Literature?" at the begining of every single english class I have taken it's getting old and boring. I know what literature is to me and I know what it is to most other people.

So now for your reading pleasure here is what I think literature is (and hopfully I'll never have to answer this question again)

{as I answered it for my class}

What is Literature?

It seems I’ve been asked this question in many of the English classes I have taken over the years. Everyone always has a different opinion. Does the authour's work have to be of novel length and hold great importance? Should it also be considered a classic from a year when most people hadn't even been born yet? I don’t think like that.
Though many different answers come up during discussions I’ve been a part of on this topic and I respect everyone’s thoughts to me literature will always be a work of art in the written word. I believe anything that is written can be considered literature whether it be a novel, an epic poem, or even a haiku. And really what does classic mean? A book from a year ago can be considered a classic. I know I've read my share of books in recent years that I would right now consider a clssic and a wonderful peice of literature.
As long as what is written holds some significance, something that makes them think and stays with them for a while, to another person think it should be considered a work of literature.

Mortality

I have recently decided that besides being an author I would seriously like to become a mortician. I know ew right having to deal with dead bodies… I don’t think so I think it’d be interesting and kind of fun… so I have a messed up mind, who doesn’t? It’d only be another two years of school and I’d be in a business that never dies out (haha) everyone dies that trend is not gonna stop anytime soon.
My mother is pretty grossed out over the fact that I would like to surround myself with the dead. She's already complained to my aunt, who is also nastified out by it and she’s already tried to talk me out of it more than once and I’ve only made this choice about two days ago. I think it would actually help with my writing (one of my reasons for wanting to do it.) Morticians deal with the dead person’s family… name a better way to get ideas for how people die then to actually hear about it. So she’s says that if that’s what I want it for she’ll get me an interview with a mortician and I can shadow them for a day or something. No thanks.
I’m more a driver than a passenger.
I wanna drain the blood not observe it happening.

We’ll see what happens.

AHH MY FINGERS!!

I'm just popping into tell you that it's not a good idea to stick four of your fingers into two Chinese finger traps ... just not... just dont do it, it wasn't all that much funny.... hilarious my I actually got my fingers stuck for a few seconds but damn. :D

Earlobes

So here's an interesting fact though it is kinda sick.. so if you're squimish in any way don't read it.
I can now fit a Q-tip through the hole in my earlobe ... it works really well for putting bacitracin in there when it's time to stretch them again (Yes! I use antibacterial jell to stretch my ears... doesn't everyone? lol)

Memories

It just so happens that today is not only Martin Luther King Jr. day but also the birthday of a wonderful poet. One of my favorites, Edgar Allen Poe. He would be 200 years old today.. wouldn't that be amazing?
I believe both of these men should be remembered for what they gave to the world respectivly so in honor of them both I'll leave you with a poem by the poet of day himself....

A Dream Within a Dream

          Take this kiss upon the brow!
         And, in parting from you now,
         Thus much let me avow-
         You are not wrong, who deem
         That my days have been a dream;
         Yet if hope has flown away
         In a night, or in a day,
         In a vision, or in none,
         Is it therefore the less gone?
         All that we see or seem
         Is but a dream within a dream.

         I stand amid the roar
         Of a surf-tormented shore,
         And I hold within my hand
         Grains of the golden sand-
         How few! yet how they creep
         Through my fingers to the deep,
         While I weep- while I weep!
         O God! can I not grasp
         Them with a tighter clasp?
         O God! can I not save
         One from the pitiless wave?
         Is all that we see or seem
         But a dream within a dream?
                  
                       - E A Poe

My Bloody Valentine

3/5 robots

I went and saw My Bloody Valentine earlier tonight with a couple friends. I shake my head and laugh at that movie.

Full review coming tomorrow....

Millionair's Fake Fiancee

ISBN Number: 978-1-897560-08-2
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Length: Category
Heat Index: Mild

Read an excerpt or buy it here!

Harley Taizer wasn’t used to dealing with her greedy parents. They’d never wanted her and made it perfectly clear by giving her to her grandfather. It’s funny how things change when money is involved. Discovering the trust fund her grandfather set up for her, her parents show up demanding the money be given to them. Afraid of just how far his son and daughter in-law will go to get it, her grandfather brings in a security specialist to help protect her.

Kasper Drake hasn’t met a trust fund baby he liked, though he is one himself. Upon meeting his uncle’s newest client he’s willing to throw out all his preconceived notions out the window. He’s trying to get Harley to admit to their fierce attraction when her father shows up demanding to know who Kasper is. She tells him that he’s her fiancée. Kasper latches onto her lie hoping to make her see how good it could be.

Greetings and Salutations

Welcome to my new blog.

Most of the post here will be reviews on books that I have read recently or new books that are coming out that I'll probably read.

Also anything else that I feel like writing about.